January 2012
2 posts
demise and explanation.
I overthink before I react.
It’s true in all situations. I have never been one to allow my emotions decide on anything. All outcomes are carefully and tediously constructed, played out in my mind and then, based on analysis and the most responsible choice, I act. I don’t even think of it as a reaction anymore, because to me, the word “reaction” evokes the impression of...
December 2011
1 post
Ever feel like a total bitch?
Know how you sometimes have to use the strongest self-restraint to keep certain thoughts to yourself for fear that your words would forever alter how people feel about you in a horrifically negative way?
Yeah… I’m not going to worry about that. I am not going to abuse my presence here as some sort of catharsis for my frustration. I just need somewhere to deposit my...